I love you with the fire red, now it's turning blue.
And you say sorry like the angel heaven let me think was you.
But i'm afraid, It's too late to apologize.
It's been 3 days.
Haven't been attending school, cooping myself in the room.
Mood haven't been really good, been cranky these days.
I scream and yell and the slightest things that irritates me.
And worst of all, i fucking need to shop.
It's even worst when i go shop and buys nothing.
UGH!
Been spending so much but it's never enough.
I need to go shopping every weekend just so that i won't get pissed.
Seems that it's worst now, i need to shop every now and then :@
Starting to hate people talking to me, -'- .
Staying in the room the whole day can be awesome too.
Noone irritates me and i can stay at peace and stop all those nonsensical emotions.
Lights off, nightlamp on, stereos blasting (Y) .
Hate going out these days, unless for shopping ^^ .
And it's been peaceful without my my ringing.
It was right to change my number, quarrel w/ everyone .
Phone's just like any other accessories to me now.
I can just dump it in a corner for days and there'll prolly be one miss call only.
How much more Awesome can life be?
Dad and Mum's not scolding me for not attending school.
They're giving me a chance to drop out instead.
I don't know if i should take the chance or let it pass.
I wanna get out of Singappore, forget everything here.
Been looking for ways to lose memory, tried afew but not working.
If anyone knows any method, tag me.
Thanks (:
Alright, i'm off for more music and maybe shopping later D:
PEACEOUT .
一切都變了, 6個人?
哪有這一回事啊.
一路來救只有5個人的生活.
有沒有我 沒什麽大不了不是嗎?
想念也沒什麽大不了啦 反正久而久之就習慣哪一種感覺了.
朋友 真的存在嗎?
怎麽我身邊的朋友們個個都會讓我失望讓我流淚.
朋友?
我看都是屁話吧.
那只不過是一大堆的謊言.
我再也不會相信這一回事,這一些騙局.
.我誰都不需要因爲我發現了自己才是真的.
這些虛假的感情我也不需要.
反正我所謂的好朋友又爲了她那虛假翻臉不認人自以爲是的朋友給騗去了.
但是呢.. 可悲的是我一點兒也不在乎了.
被騗也好,被耍也好,別再來跟我說.
就讓這一切永遠的活在過去.
什么朋友什么友情 还不是一大堆无聊的东西.
" 我一點都不想改變自己現在的性格。對我而言，什麽都不重要了。以前所想要的，得到后卻覺得一點都不爽。所以就別再把以前的我挂在腦海裏，我再也不會是以前那善良的謝茵茵了。她……永遠的……在這個世界消失了。"
Rumours can never bring me down again.
Wanna bring me down, try harder yo.
HAH, here's some letters for you :
Gimme a L, Gimme a O , Gimme a S, Gimme a E, End it w/ a R.
What does it SPELL ?
LOSER (:
Why should one be so considerate be some understanding shit.
It's like, you know you're in the right but b'cuz you don't wanna pick a fight you say tht things are right.
Wtf only.
I think it's only right to fight for your own rights now.
The world's no place for weaklings, it's either you're strong enough to survive
OR
you're a weakling, it's time to leave and get trampled over.
Woman tend to have to endure much emotional rides.
Some tryna hold back when a hypocrite calls his/her friends hypocrite.
Well, what a joke right.
You're out there trying to act all pissed w/ hypocrites when you're one,
isn't it a lil ...
STUPID ?
Some just don't get the point hur, they'll just go on acting like they're still right.
TSK, srsly thickskinned.
Wonder if 2inch was enought to measure it D:
Alright, i admit i'm starting to get all bitch and unlike me.
But, this is where life takes me to.
I'm just going w/ the flowwwww ~
Oh, to whoever you know you are:
Tryin' to get close to the DM by telling her RUBBISH is not a good idea.
Cuz' if you're dumb enough to know, i know who you are and i'm watching you.
Quit being stupid, fool.
Y'think it's funny to telling the world of a person you know someone whom sleeps around w/ guys hur?
I don't understand what you gain from spreading this, srsly.
Well, you can go on and exagerate this rumour into a better story okay?
I'm gettin' a lil bit bored of the same story y'knw -yawns- .
PEACEOUT .
Chia's A Big Bully!~
HAHAHAHAH!
I was just kiddin', hahaha.
Had a swim over at Costa w/ Samn & Chia.
I swear it's fucking awesome please.
Made Plans to go swimming w/ Samn, invited Chia later.
I went home first since my class ended way ealier than theirs.
Made Lunch boxes, but only 2.
Reason being Chia had to do some class decoration and i was told she's not coming.
Till last minute when i was on the cab, Samn called and said she's coming.
But, we shared anyway! :D
Then we swam a lil here and there.
HAHA, i swear it was damn lil ! ~
We took pictures :D
YAYE xD
Sat by the pool, then layed down for a moment of peace.
W/ our eyes closed as we layed by the pool, the water splashing like the falls,
it was almost Perfect.
Felt like i was laying by the seaside (Y) .
Then, Shower!
Was kinda, crazy.
Haha :D
Then we took a walk to the bus stop .
Took a bus to Tampines for our Subway meal ^^
Our Subway plan backfired, sad.
So we ended up at the Jap Restaurant instead.
Ended the awesome night w/ great food ! (Y)
Been long since i had such days.
I love my Honey & Baby (:
They're awesome please~
Let's hope we'll have more of these together ^^
PEACEOUT .
that i wanna Rant about, but i guess it's never ending ><"
" Why are there just so many Childish Sluts/Whores in this world acting like
as if the world owes them a living for what they think they are right for? Two
words describes it all, SoreLosers/NoLife. Go get a damn life please, stop
acting like lil kids, it's time to think wisely, nincompoops. "
Oh well, time for bed .
PEACEOUT .
