Who'd think such thing would actually happen to a person so real. Who'd think it'd hurt so much. Who's think it'd be so hard to forget. Forgive and Forget is a virtue . Probably one wrong step made would screw your whole life up. Being able to learn how to let go of some certain issues could be much of a help. But one question, how long would it take. It could be just hours or days or weeks or months and even YEARS. Man's mind works wonders. You'll be shocked how much you'll think about. Nightmares starts looking for you, your smiles slowly fades away. This isn't the way to live life, yet it can't be helped. You don't know how much it hurts.
Maybe, Pain is something we've gotta go through to Grow Up .
Been long since i've pposted, time to make some update now. Life's screwed up eversnce today, life's not gonna be the same as it used to anymore. One incident that could be prevented just had to happen. Was i foolish or was i dumb? Probably, it was just yet another case. Been either with F. L. K. T. or Bearbear, William or Alson, Radhi. Time for me to fly to somewhere else, i don't wanna stay here no more. Looking back, i'm regretting . There's no fucking point though, what's done can't be undone. Gotta just live on with life i guess. Leen can stay strong, right ?
I bladdy hope so .
The world's revolving in the opposite direction, it has turned upside down . What has it exactly become? D:
I've gotta admit, i ain't gonna be able to let go so easily. It's gonna be a scar in life. Feels really painful but Leen doesn't cry, she's numbed. I'm really disppointed, thought we were good friends. i guess i was kinda wrong bout it ? ): wo de xin zhen de hen tong, you shei hui zhi dao ? Gotta admit, i had a lil feeling for - , and now it's hard to let it go. I'm really sad .
Out with the boys lately, Gab,Ran,Curt,Alson,Yb. Lols. hahahh, more night life's coming up! Met the guys+ Denise & Nicole at Aljunied on friday. Trained down to chinatown, did my tattoo laser, walked over to pearls center. Met Alson+girlf and Curt there. Waited for them to finish their tattoo before having dinner. Splitted our ways then. Gab came home with me to slack and get mah swimming stuffs. The rest went... all over singapore. Gab and i waited like crap at my place and almost fell asleep. Finally went over to Ran's house bout 9.30pm . Swam for awhile and got changed and bathe. Headed over to changi to fish with the rest, Ran had to stay home. slacked with them till bout 2.30am, then gab came home with me having dad to tell his mom that he's over at my place.
Slept, tried so hard to wake him up this morning but he insisted on sleeping instead of looking for Alson&Curt. Finally woke him up at about 11plus, crazy shit. Ran&yb came over to my house to find us, Alson&Curt came after them. Played a lil too rough with them and mom saw -.- Yes, naggings -'- headed over to Ran's house thereafter. Swam and tan-ed. Ordered Pizza hut delivery ^^ Enjoying our lives away man, maciam poolside party. HAHAHAHAHA! Sauna aftermath. Went into the guy's sauna with them since i was the only girl -.- Played True/Dare while we were in the room. Got locked in the sauna room for so long, my skin turned red like baboon's ass. Why? Cause they did stupid stuffs. Damn the sot, i swear big time. I was tryin' to sabo all of them and kena sabo-ed in the end. Mine wasn't that bad lah, HHHAAH. Parkway after washing up, Ajisen for dinner, got Gab a bracelet cause i broke his while i was playing with him. Home-d aftermath. The guys cabbed, i took a bus instead cause there were 5 and my house was the nearest.
Last pack today, we shall all quit ^^ . me,R,C,G. HEHEHE, the one caught shall be punnished ! :D
